Guilty as Sin?

Em drowning in the blue nile.. C he sent me "downtown lights.." Em i hadn't heard it in a while my boredom's bone deep C this cage was once just fine.. am i allowed to cry? Em i dream of cracking locks C throwing my life to the wolves or the ocean rocks Em crashing into him tonight he's a paradox C i'm seeing visions, am i bad? D or mad? or wise..? Chorus G what if he's written "mine" D C on my upper thigh only in my mind..? G one slip and falling back into the hedge maze D C oh, what a way to die.. C D i keep recalling things we never did G messy top lip kiss, Bm how i long for our trysts C without ever touching his skin D Em how can i be guilty as sin..? C i keep these longings locked.. Em in lowercase, inside a vault someone told me there's no such thing C as bad thoughts.. only your actions talk Em these fatal fantasies C giving way to labored breath taking all of me, Em we've already done it in my head if it's make believe C why does it feel like a vow D we'll both uphold somehow..? Chorus G what if he's written "mine" D C on my upper thigh only in my mind..? G one slip and falling back into the hedge maze D C oh, what a way to die.. C my bedsheets are ablaze, D i've screamed his name G building up like waves Bm crashing over my grave C without ever touching his skin D G how can i be guilty as sin..? D what if i roll the stone away..? C they're gonna crucify me anyway.. G D what if the way you hold me C is actually what's holy..? C if long suffering propriety.. D is what they want from me.. G they don't know how you've Em haunted me so stunningly C D i choose you and me religiously Chorus what if he's written "mine" C on my upper thigh only in my mind..? G one slip and falling back into the hedge maze D C oh, what a way to die.. C D i keep recalling things we never did G messy top lip kiss, Bm how i long for our trysts C without ever touching his skin D G how can i be guilty as sin..? D C he sent me "downtown lights.." G D C i hadn't heard it in a while.. D am i allowed to cry..?