Not a Pessimist

D#m B i hate the way my mind makes me think . . G#m A# nothing good is working out for me . . mmm . . D#m B i’ve been blinded by the evil side . . G#m A# i just wanna see the good in life . . D#m B i feel like my , oh my , my mind is heavy G#m A# making me believe . . D#m B that everything that’s bad is coming G#m A# right to me , right to me . . Reff : D#m i’m not a pessimist B i don’t mean to lose it G#m A# i’m confused why i think like this . . D#m i’m not a pessimist B i can’t leave my room G#m A# it’s hard to do but i try my best Int . D#m B i’m not a pessimist . . da da . . da G#m A# da da . . da , da da . . D#m B i hate the way i’m never satisfied . . G#m A# i’m only happy for a little time . . uwo oh . . D#m B then i think of everything i don’t hav yet . . G#m and it makes me cry , A# yah , it makes me like D#m i wonder what i got to do B to feel joy for longer than two seconds G#m i always think it’s fleeting A# thinking negatively for no reason D#m good times are only here for a season B when did i start to believe these things? G#m taking over my mind A# everything seems not alright , i’m not okay D#m i don’t mean to be this way B putting myself through pain G#m trying so hard to be a positive person A# my mind says , "no way" D#m i’ve read all those books , seen all those speeches B ’bout the power of the brain G#m i think they’re pretty accurate A# cause mine has power over me Reff : D#m i’m not a pessimist B i don’t mean to lose it G#m A# i’m confused why i think like this . . D#m i’m not a pessimist B i can’t leave my room G#m A# it’s hard to do but i try my best Int . D#m B i’m not a pessimist . . da da . . da G#m A# da da . . da , da da . . D#m B i’m not a pessimist . . da da . . da G#m A# da da . . da , da da . . D#m B nobody gets it , they think i’m being dramatic G#m i’m not a negative person A# it’s a really bad habit D#m yeah , there’s more to me . . B then you see . . G#m A# i really wanna think differently . . D#m B i feel like my , oh my , my mind is heavy G#m A# making me believe . . D#m B that everything that’s bad is coming G#m A# right to me , right to me . . Reff : D#m i’m not a pessimist B i don’t mean to lose it G#m A# i’m confused why i think like this . . D#m i’m not a pessimist B i can’t leave my room G#m A# it’s hard to do but i try my best Outro : D#m B i’m not a pessimist . . da da . . da G#m A# da da . . da , da da . . D#m B i’m not a pessimist . . da da . . da G#m A# da da . . da , da da . .