Happy

[ Intro ] | E5 | B5 | G#m | F#sus4 | x2 [ Verse 1 ] E5 B5 since i was seventeen G#m i’ve always hated my body F#sus4 E5 B5 and it feels like my body’s hated me G#m can somebody find me a pill F#sus4 to make me un - afraid of me? [ pre - Chorus ] E5 B5 G#m seen every therapist , but i’m a cynical bitch F#sus4 don’t like to talk about my feelings E5 B5 G#m i take another hit , i find another fake fix F#sus4 ’cause it’s easier than healing [ Chorus ] ( muted ) E B i don’t wanna be this way forever G#m F#add4 keep telling myself that i’ll get better E B every time i try , i always stop me G#m F#add4 maybe i’m just scared to be happy [ post - Chorus ] E B mm - hm - mm , mm - hm G#m F# may - [ Verse 2 ] E5 B5 since i was twenty - two , mhm G#m i’ve been with somebody who loves me F#sus4 E5 B5 and i’ve been tryna believe it’s true , mhm G#m but my head always messes up my heart F#sus4 no matter what i do [ pre - Chorus ] E5 B5 G#m seen every therapist , but i’m a cynical bitch F#sus4 don’t like to talk about my feelings E5 B5 G#m i take another sip , i swear it’s my last fix F#sus4 ’cause it’s easier than healing [ Chorus ] ( muted ) E B ’cause i don’t wanna be this way forever G#m F#add4 keep telling myself that i’ll get better E B every time i try , i always stop me G#m F#add4 maybe i’m just scared to be happy [ Chorus ] E B i don’t wanna be this way forever G#m F# keep telling myself that i’ll get better E B every time i try , i always stop me G#m F# maybe i’m just scared to be happy [ post - Chorus ] E B mm - hm - mm , mm - hm G#m F# maybe i’m just scared to be happy E B mm - hm - mm , mm - hm G#m F# maybe i’m just scared to be happy [ Bridge ] ( picked ) E G#m i’m so scared of having something to lose F# E i’m scared of being somebody new G#m i’m so scared of all them seeing the truth F# ’cause right now i’ve got nothing [ Chorus ] E B but i don’t wanna be this way forever G#m F# keep telling myself that i’ll get better E B every time i try , i always stop me G#m F# maybe i’m just scared to be happy [ post - Chorus ] E B mm - hm - mm , mm - hm G#m F# maybe i’m just scared to be happy E B mm - hm - mm , mm - hm G#m n . C . maybe i’m , i’m just scared to be happy