Understand

Chorus F#m Girl, I hope you understand D I wanted to hold your hand A C#7 But I can't, wanted to be your man back then F#m And you knew I fell for you but you D Just broke my heart in two A I was sad, mad and broken on my bed C#7 Hoping I get rid of all the voices in my head [Verse 1-1] F#m I was opening a packet of an undeveloped med D When I was met with a prescription of a bullet made of lead A And when I woke up in an hour in a pool of my own sweat C#7 I said, I swear to God I'll never even try to sleep again F#m So instead I took my pen and started writing evidence D And when I started making sense I found that I had reached the end A Oh, I'm upset, I have no friends You wanna bet you're just pretend? C#7 You're just a pet confined within the lines of writing You're not shit [Verse 1-2] F#m D I thought I stopped my psychopathic ways, I swear I did A C#m7 C#7 I said I talked to people 'bout the problematic life I lived F#m They were my neighbors, razor blades D And different flavored pills I hate A Therefore I'm not sure, leave my last straw C#m7 C#7 I'm so glad, stuck in the past, I said that Chorus F#m Girl, I hope you understand D I wanted to hold your hand A C#m7 C#7 But I can't, wanted to be your man back then F#m And so far I never held you with my arms D So it's hard to be the one you aren't A With instead filled with anxiety C#m7 C#7 Always was a part of me, guess I'm not cut out to be [Verse 2-1] F#m Somebody 'cause it's not me D I'm not used to all the talk, it was an introvert That had converted feelings in the writing A Used to cope with all my problems Using notes and lots of rhyming C#7 Used to hope for better days whenever That's 'bout make me crying F#m I'm not lying when I say that I would rather daily go back D To the times I would try be the guy the people know A I was fighting with the demons hiding far beyond my eyelids C#7 On an island full of violence in my head that I could pilot [Verse 2-2] F#m D Oh, the sun don't shine, the skies turn gray A I'm feeling coursing through my veins C#m7 C#7 I said before I'm not okay But you don't lis F#m ten anyway D You know I tried, you turned away A Straight out loud right to my face C#m7 C#7 You fucked my life, ruined my day But you don't know, so I'll say Bridge F#m D Nothing can fill this silence, no one can love like I did A C#m7 C#7 Nobody cares, you lied, it's no fair, you still deny it F#m D Nothing can fill this silence, no one can love like I did A C#m7 C#7 Nobody cares, you lied, it's no fair, you still deny it Chorus F#m Girl, I hope you understand D I wanted to hold your hand A C#7 But I can't, wanted to be your man back then F#m And too bad I know I can't wake up D Because I lost my weight and you don't give a fuck A C#m7 About me, this could be a dream, I can't see C#7 The things that you see, so please, oh F#m Girl, I hope you understand D I wanted to hold your hand A C#7 But I can't, wanted to be your man back then F#m And you know I'll play along you D In my home I wrote you songs A And now you're dead to me effectively C#7 Removed yourself outside my dream