Girl I Hope You Understand (Acoustic Live)

[Verse 1] Em C Girl i hope you understand G B i wanted to hold your hand Em C G B but i can't wanted to be your man back then. Em And you knew i fell for you but C G you just broke my heart in two i was sad, mad, broken on my bed Bm hoping i get rid of all the voices in my head Chorus Em C i was opening a packet of an undeveloped med G B when i was met with a prescription of a bullet made of lead, Em C and when i woke up in an hour and i a pool of my own sweat G B i said ”i swear to god i never even try to sleep again” Em C so instead i took my pen and started writing evidence G and when i started making sense B i found out that i had reached the end Em Oh I'm upset i have no friends C you wanna bet you just pretend G you're just a pet confined B afraid within the lens of writing you're not [Verse 2] Em C G B i thought i stopped my psychopath ways i swear i did Em C G B i said i talked to people about the problematic life i lived Em C G B they were my neighbors razor blades and different flavored pills i hate Em C G B therefore i’m not sure i lean my last straw i’m so gassed in the past i said that Em C Girl i hope you understand G B i wanted to hold your hand but Em C G B i can't wanted to be your man back then Em C so far i never held you with my arms G B so it’s hard to be the one you Em C G aren’t with instead filled with anxiety always was a part of me B guess i’m not guess i’m not cut out to be Chorus Em C G somebody cause it's not me i’m not used to all the talking it was an introvert B that had converted feelings in the writings Em C used to cope with all my problems using notes and lots of rhyming G B used to hope for better days whenever nights without me crying Em C i’m not lying when i say that i would rather go back to the G B times i would try and be the guy that people know is always Em C fighting hiding far behing an island full of G B violence in my head why the pilot so [Verse 3] Em C nothing can’t feel the silence G B no one can love as i did Em C nobody cares who light is G B not fair you still deny it Em C nothing can’t feel the silence G B no one can love as i did Em C nobody cares who light is G B not fair you still deny it Chorus Em C G sometimes i’m shy and sky turns grey B i’m feeling coursing frew my veins Em C G B i said before “i’m not ok”, but you don’t listen anyway Em C you know i tried you turned away G B straight right to my face Em ruined my life C ruined my day G B Em C G but you don’t know so i say oo G B Em C G you don’t know so i say ooo Bm you don’t know so i’ll say [Verse 4] Em C Girl i hope you understand G B i wanted to hold your hand Em C G B but i can't wanted to be your man back then Em C G too bad i know i can’t wake up because i lost my way B Em and you don’t give a fuck about me C G B it’s gonna be a dream i can’t see the things that you see so please or Outro Em C Girl i hope you understand G B i wanted to hold your hand Em C G B but i can't wanted to be your man back then Em C You know i’ll play along ye G B in my home i wrote you songs Em C G B Em and now you’re dead to me effectively removed yourself outside my dream